Tuesday, June 30, 2009

i'm a little embarrassed

I spent the majority of yesterday stalking a guy from my ward via facebook and blogger. That in and of itself isn't too worrisome since I do it to most movie stars. The problem with it now? There is a good chance that I will speak to this person at some point in the future and now I'm a little... ok a LOT embarrassed by the amount of time I actually spent cyber stalking him.

I'm going to blame it all on how bored I was at work yesterday... the fact that I did it once I got home from work is neither here nor there... seriously...

I'm starting to remind myself of that crazy girl from the movie "He's Just Not That Into You" which scares me because she had issues, major issues...

I need help.


Friday, June 12, 2009


I found my old blog from 2005/2006 a few days ago. While reading some of the posts I realized how much I have changed and why that would happen. The majority of it stems from moving into "the house". I remember being so excited about moving out and becomingN dult, able to make my own decisions and be independent (even though I was only 1/2 mile from my mom). While there were some definite good times and I have learned so much from the experience, I sometimes wish that I hadn't moved out. I've had to and will probably always have to deal with issues that I have because of living at that house. It makes me wonder if I would choose to do it all over again. Most days I say yes because I'm not one to have regrets but some days, sad days, depressing days I think there's no way I'd ever do it again. Too much pain, too much sorrow and loneliness came out of that experience. I know I'm damaged from what occurred there but I'm also stronger in some ways. It's just deciding that the strength I have gained makes all the bad stuff worth it.

Anywho, check out my old blog located in the "My Blog List" section.


Thursday, June 4, 2009

i make things @ work sometimes

If work is super slow I sometimes draw fake tattoos on people or I draw death warnings on my friend's cigarette packs. Today I did something a little different...

Yup... it's true. I. am. AWESOME.


This fine example of my artistic prowess in no way promotes the smoking of "death sticks" because they are bad and cause lots of sickness and death hence the name "DEATH sticks"

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

it's finally happened!

After three and half weeks of fake baking I can proudly say that I am tan... sorta... maybe "dark white" would be a better description. Call it what you will the fact remains that I will not blind people with my uber white skin while rocking out my in MOH dress at the wedding. Excited? Very.

I attended my niece's school play over the weekend. They did the "Twelve Dancing Princesses" or something like that. Anyway, it was cute but not as good as their last play, "Seussical the Musical". There was one very awesome thing about the play though - the kid who played the king shaved the top part of his head to make it look like he going was bald. I give him and his parents props for letting him do that. I wanted to take pics and would have but alas I suck and haven't bought a memory card for my camera yet. Soon... after the wedding... hopefully.

I suck... a lot. Why? Well many reasons really, but I won't get into all of them today. Mainly my sucky-ness right now is based upon the fact that I'm an idiot when it comes to guys. Yesterday I was driving to the tanning salon after work and happened to look at the car to my right. It was a hot guy - a really hot guy - in a nice car with a big puppy checking me out. Checking me out!?! The smart thing to do would be to at least smile at him, maybe wave, try and get his attention at a stop light and maybe exchange numbers or, you know, make out or whatever. Did I do any of these things? Nuh uh. Why? Cuz I'm an idiot and I suck and I freak out when a guy acts even remotely interested in me. Why? I suck, I'm an idiot and I have a hard time believing that guys could be interested in me ... period.

Yes, I have issues. Don't judge.

In other news, I'd like to give a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY to one Zachary Quinto - brilliant actor and hottie extraordinaire.

He's in the new Star Trek movie. He plays Spock or as I like to call him "Spocktavious" Why? I have no idea. It just popped into my head when I was watching the movie for the 3rd time (yes, it really is THAT good) on Saturday. Could it be because he looks like a Greek god? Mayhaps.

He also plays Sylar in the TV series Heroes which amazingly enough I finally started watching about a month ago. It's awesome and I think I might be addicted to it as well.

Anywho, I need to leave so...